Thursday, September 23, 2010

Eyes are powerful

Today i am going to show to the world, my daughter MANASVINI....her name means a lot and she means more than that to me. She was the apple of my eye and loves to hear the song by strawberry short cake...you are my honey bunch sugar....she smiles at the ringtone and laughs to my version of that song. Born with a severe heart complication, she never complicated my life..never even thought of that or had ever expressed her difficulties. As told earlier she was the form of what was moulded by me when i was bearing her...always had the captivating smile on her face come what may and greeted even strangers with her lovely smile. She has taught me patience, endurance and many more in life. Infact she has educated me on what LIFE is. I have learnt to look at things differently...earlier even a power cut would put me off and i would be restless till i see the light. Now after her loss i have got a new meaning to LIGHT...the light of the Eternal power. To me and my husband she is ETERNAL and is now the GUARDING ANGEL of our day to day activities. We have started to believe in a SUPREME POWER..on a new perspective. Though she was diagnosed with the defect in 41days from birth, it seemed a defect to me and people like me, but for her, she was as normal as any human on earth. Learning to live with what life has given her. There was always a glow in her eyes and the spark to live life beyond the physical being..because of her physical inability she was unable to perform like any child her age. But did this not stop her from being "NORMAL" in her terms. She was a topic of amusement for some and for others it was too much concern for her. This made me feel bad as only I know the value of a child and the meaning of MOTHER is more than the letters. So i stopped from socialising with people who were earlier more friendly to me and my daughter. I started to live life along with her the way she wanted me to behave for her. Both of us shared a special bond, the one different from any mother and daughter. Infact my mother was amazed to see the relationship i shared with my daughter. Looking at this picture of hers is self explanatory as to what i have been describing in today's blog about her.

3 comments:

  1. Welcome to the blog world. Nice to meet you here.

    Manasvini was such a blessing. She was smart and the way she used to respond to music was lovely to watch. Used to love spending time with you all during the therapy sessions. Because of you, the therapy sessions used to be so lively and had a homely atmosphere. Even if it was for a very brief stint, I'm lucky to have known Manas.

    Honestly, the enthusiasm that you expressed was an inspiration to me. Please do keep in touch. Hoping to meet you when you come to Chennai.

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  2. Thanks Sumithra..sorry for replying late. I had not noticed ur comment, as i am new to blogging...how is vignesh now..what did the Dr. say about decannulation?? how are things going on for him now..

    Thanks for the support...to me these are not just letters that would fill a commentary box..they are true from your heart who has a heart for people and kids like the ones we enjoy...isn't this true

    I feel God has chosen mothers like us to enjoy a special life ...a life out of the ordinary..

    Thanks.
    Shall keep in touch whenever i find time...btw pls read mannu's blog and post your comments..they would be of support and soothe me

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  3. Hi,
    Just happened to read your blog. Sorry to hear about your daughter's loss. You will be in my prayers.

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